I am back.

Its not the post I am talking about, its about the real me I have known of. I just deviated from my path for some time. Now I feel that I am much more stronger and determined to overcome the mirage that life is. Life is certainly not a dream which I mistakenly believed it to be. But, I would also not give in to the mundane things it has to offer. I will fight it, though I know its like fighting myself.
Its funny how certain experiences change people forever. Learning from past experiences we are much better off. But, people do get carried away.
The realist ("pessimist" to those who have spent some time with me) I am, I surprised myself as well by falling into the trap of life. I should have known its designs better.
"Do not have any expectations from life" is what I had always followed and that is what comes naturally to me. The seduction of life is what I would be aware of henceforth.
You may call me a cynic but I am one who is easily disappointed to the hilt but not that easily happy with what I get or have.
Will write again when I have something worthwhile to write and I am back to my old writing ways.